This post is one of the wishes I'm granting –still- in response to Ibhog’s game. This post is both personal and precious. The words are meant to hold on the memories and make them last forever and ever. Some of what I'm going to mention is either published here before or on my old blog. Or they are let out to the light for the very first time.
For everyone whom i hold a good memory of, and for all the good you’ve done to me in my life, i love you and i will hold on to those great moments forever even if we are not meant to be together for the rest of our lives. So here is a little piece of my heart.
April 2004:
She is the one who changed me !
She is the one who gave me what others couldn’t give me!
She is the one who I can’t let go!
She is my angle ! the angle that I want to fight for !
She is the one I can’t live while she is sad of me !
She is the one who made me feel alive !
She is the most wonderful one in the world !
She is my star !
She is the one I can’t see in her but a great (v.great) person !
She is an aim that is so precious and so beautiful for me to fly for !
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February 2008:
This was one great year full of surprises. It was my 24th birthday. That year, mainly, we decided to celebrate it on valentine’s day. A group of girls we were. We went out all together for dinner, and we were the weird girls in the restaurant. It was occupied with couples and tons and tons of red wrapped gifts, & because i hate surprises, i planned for the day, and made the reservation of the restaurant, yet my sister and my best friend were able to trick me:). That wasn’t all, that year was one of the best because of all the surprises that were made specially to me. I might have celebrated my birthday that year for about 4 or 5 times. All about that you can find on my old blog. The post was “ze2reda’s Day!!!”
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January 2009:
That was a time when Bee should have been the center of the world. It was her right to be, i tried my best, yet she has that great heart that in one moment she made my fly, she touched my heart with a simple present and marvelous words that will remain in my heart and on my laptop’s desktop forever... I talked about that before in “Thank you note”
Bee… all i can say is, I Love you “kisses”
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March 2009:
Nice feelings was published earlier this year on my old blog. I dedicated it to 2 persons who meant a lot to me, and i thank them for every laugh and happy moment they give me.
First things first:
Thank you for touching my life in ways you may never know.
For a few days now i have these nice feelings about life...or lets say about some people IN my life. Persons whom i met recently and never thought that our relationship would evolve to reach the level where it is right now. They became so close to my heart, to a degree where i let them in to some of my deepest secrets.
When i look back, i have those memories about how we first met, each time we remember that day, we just can't stop laughing, it's hilarious!!! that day i had that impression "first impression" that no matter what, they will be like most the people i run into through a teaching semester, and then we continue our lives like we never met.
The thing is that i HOPE deep down my heart that our relationship would never have this ending. It will really break my heart. and because this could coz dramatic change in mode i'll keep talking about my happy thoughts
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By the time that i was starting to lose faith in my friends, and actually seems that i'm starting to lose some of them one after the other. Allah has sent me 2 GREAT replacements, begad el 7amdoo lellallah that they entered my life and supported me when i really needed them by my side. These two persons are like my younger brother and sister. They care for me as much as i do for them. They have this desire that i would be happy all the time, and never face any troubles in my life...what they don't know that i feel the same for them too, and maybe more!!
All i can say is that i'm happy, just Happy to have them in my life,
Happy... Happy... Happy...
I really do love them to a level that i can read them and sense what they want to say without having them say it :) "Sosa ana yemken". I love this innocence i see in their eyes, being pure from the inside out "wish they will always remain that way".
Baby Brother and Sister, May we have this friendship going on forever and ever, May we remain best friends all the way for the rest of our lives, May this pure love we share grow with everyday that passes by, May we always be there for each other, and May destiny never do us apart.
Love You Both!!!
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